Sounds to me like you want to learn it poorly so you can mess up all the time, if random spells are your thing. Not that I`m one to judge. I`ve met plenty of bad sorcerers in my day, and I`ve been one myself. Have to start somewhere.
You can also be intentionally bad, at least. So there`s that.
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You can also be intentionally bad, at least. So there`s that.