'course I did! [That… came out louder than he wanted.]
I mean, yeah of course I did. 'cuz like… people were happier and I got what I wanted where people like me for being the cool guy, 'know? See, I mean even you thought I was just some brainless idiot who has zero cares.
Thing is, try as I can- and I mean really try, I wasn't… [He grimaced at his own wording.] I'm not happy with myself. I'm basically destroyin' myself without knowin' what Phil was sayin' that the hapless nerd won't really ever be gone and 's still part of me, y'know? What I've slowly learned 's that… denying just makes things worst, every fragment plays a part of who you are.
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I mean, yeah of course I did. 'cuz like… people were happier and I got what I wanted where people like me for being the cool guy, 'know? See, I mean even you thought I was just some brainless idiot who has zero cares.
Thing is, try as I can- and I mean really try, I wasn't… [He grimaced at his own wording.] I'm not happy with myself. I'm basically destroyin' myself without knowin' what Phil was sayin' that the hapless nerd won't really ever be gone and 's still part of me, y'know? What I've slowly learned 's that… denying just makes things worst, every fragment plays a part of who you are.