[She flops over onto her back and shifts her hands to rest beneath her neck.]
With Byrne, the first time I met him it was an instant like. I see a lot of myself in him. Or at least a me that I've lost touch with. The academy has changed me a lot, so maybe he's more like the me I used to be.
But he's strong and prideful. I don't know what happened, but he's a very tense guy. Intense, too. I've been trying to get him to open up a little and I was doing okay there for a while. He thought he'd been a little unfair to me, so he took me out to this real nice place for dinner, right?
[Her right hand rises and plays with the corresponding earring.]
So we were on the way back... And I don't quite know how it happened, but he kissed me. That one was entirely different. He... He apologised, and mind you, I didn't mind. But it wasn't something I initiated, for once. But he's...
He said, "You've had your fun. Now, goodbye." I haven't talked to him since. It's driving me kind of crazy on top of everything else going on in my head. I want to fix things, but I don't know how to.
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Uh. Byrne.
[She flops over onto her back and shifts her hands to rest beneath her neck.]
With Byrne, the first time I met him it was an instant like. I see a lot of myself in him. Or at least a me that I've lost touch with. The academy has changed me a lot, so maybe he's more like the me I used to be.
But he's strong and prideful. I don't know what happened, but he's a very tense guy. Intense, too. I've been trying to get him to open up a little and I was doing okay there for a while. He thought he'd been a little unfair to me, so he took me out to this real nice place for dinner, right?
[Her right hand rises and plays with the corresponding earring.]
So we were on the way back... And I don't quite know how it happened, but he kissed me. That one was entirely different. He... He apologised, and mind you, I didn't mind. But it wasn't something I initiated, for once. But he's...
He said, "You've had your fun. Now, goodbye." I haven't talked to him since. It's driving me kind of crazy on top of everything else going on in my head. I want to fix things, but I don't know how to.