loverofinnocence: (angelus → akin to tears)
Caim of Caerleon ([personal profile] loverofinnocence) wrote in [community profile] smashacademy 2012-11-13 08:21 am (UTC)

[Video/Text]

[That stings. A lot more than Caim wants it to.

He does blatantly look away. He has never forgiven himself for Furiae's suffering. He has never forgiven himself for not being able to save her or protect her. He could not keep her from becoming the Goddess. He could not keep the Empire away from her. He could not give her the happiness she so deserved.

He has spent years punishing himself already, thinking so low of himself that when others add onto it, it hardly helps the situation. But his history considering Furiae has never been 'true' justification for what innocents suffered at his hands. And once upon a time, he cared not at all for the sake of others. And somehow, someway in the academy, he had learned how to care.]


No.

[Despite his attempts. Despite sleepless nights and ever wandering feet. Despite the amount of himself he poured into it. All of it disgusts him to such a great deal, that the prince could easily wretch his innards.

The only upside to this is that Ai has told him Furiae is at the academy.]

Post a comment in response:

This account has disabled anonymous posting.
If you don't have an account you can create one now.
HTML doesn't work in the subject.
More info about formatting