[His posture stiffens, but he still keeps his eyes off the computer screen.]

My teammates, you know, they come and go. My trainer, too. No matter how long I have to get over it, I'm always still a little upset when he's- they're- not around.

So, I guess, like, I'm just trying to say I sorta know how you feel. Sometimes I feel like I just need to grow up and... whatever. [Another shrug. He's clearly getting a little embarrassed.] Act like I'm okay, like you said.

That doesn't help you, I know... But, like, I dunno.